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I know that I haven't been around much lately if at all but I haven't had much to update w/so I haven't bothered. I've been busy w/other things too & nope, I haven't really been playing sims2 much is surprising to some people since I used to play the other sims1 like constantly & got very addicted to it. I just haven't felt like it b/c of my period, I always get that way when I've got my period!
Not made by me
I've been making blinkies so much lately!! It's my new obsession & when I get bored of making them(or just finish all the templates that I saved to my computer)I'll probably play more sims2. I used to have my photobucket public but it'll be awhile til i put it that way w/stupid bitch nosying around my photos!!! She actually sent me a note today after & I didn't reply to, nor even read it b/c I didn't care to hear her stupid bitchyness or lies any longer. Like I need to deal w/some stupid f'in' bitches who think they're so cool b/c they can make blinkies!! So what so can I now so I don't need them, sorry I should be over it already but I guess I'm not. Plus when I've got my period I get more upset over things. B/c if it wasn't for her, I'd be able to show you more of the blinkies that I've made but I'll use some of them that I have made here(ones that follow will be ones that I've made)!!! I also made some of the blinkies w/one less N b/c I wanted my full name on there & I know I got upset when people spell my name Jen but I wanted my full name. I hate having such a long name too b/c it never seems to fit in most blinkies. Oh well not a big deal but I don't how to put hearts on both sides, but I guess I'll learn how to do that later on. Maybe they're doing it by drawing it!!! Who knows!
I'm so exhausted b/c this morning princess made me go crazy cleaning up her crap literally! She pooped on the floor IN FRONT of her cat litter box(of course)so I had to clean that up. Then I was walking into the computer room(this was just after I woke too)& saw something on the floor smeared on the floor. So I knew to bring over butt wipes & sure enough, it was what I expected it to be. I've done this enough that I know already that it would be it. Well since I saw it on the floor in a few places, I knew to get the disinfectant wipes & check ALL the windows in the apartment. I was correct, quiet a few of them had her "scent" on it. LOL *ucky* So knowing her, I knew that she still HAD some on her. So I had to take her in the bathroom to clean off her butt/tail area. That's a smell that wakes you up in the morning for sure so gross! Of course, she never likes to be fussed w/and I can't say that I blame her either. I wouldn't want someone cleaning up around my ass but it's her own fault. She needs to learn that if she gets poopies there that I'm going to have to clean it up! But I guess she's just a baby, great! I thought that I said that I didn't want to have kids! *shakes her head* My mom's right, she told me that I'm going to get what she had to deal w/when I was younger. Princess is definately a little baby & shelley(someone from tony's poker nite)said it right, "she is a baby & if you did have a kid, she'd be so jealous." But we don't have to worry about that & if we got another kitten, I'm afraid what she'd do to it. So I guess we'll just have to just stay w/her plus do I want to have to deal w/cleaning another kitten's ass in the morning? I don't think!!! What's funny is that princess must know that I want to give her a bath, b/c she always runs under the bed. I didn't give her one today b/c I'm exhausted from chasing her around the bathroom. She being very much like a little bratty princess this morning! LOL! But I still love my poopy pants kitty(that's my nickname for her)& I feel like I'm doing some sort of investigation b/c I have to keep up w/checking her ass out to make sure that she hasn't gotten more poop on it. It's that bad now & I just hope by the time she turns 2 or 3(hopefully sooner than that)that she stops doing that. But I did do a bunch of errands today!!!
Tony was playing online in a poker tourney b/c he decided to put more money into his poker account AGAIN & decide that he's going to ignore me even more now so I'm not happy about this but oh well, not like I can do anything about it now can I? I told him that I didn't want him to do that anymore b/c I hate it when he plays so much b/c he ignores me, more than you'd believe. Let's put it this way, I could have 3 pairs of different colored sox on(tony's fetish is sox, if you couldn't tell that before), and sandals(he likes these best & mary janes), he still wouldn't give me the time of day. It's like other men when they see a naked girl(he doesn't care for girls naked, that's why he likes maxim they're not totally naked)& they get all horney, well that's tony w/sox & sandals.
I love hello kitty, don't you? I adore her, she's tooooo cute!! :) On last saturday, I wanted to go to learning express in leominster b/c that's what senario's website said they have hello kitty(all learning express stores have hello kitty)but when I went to check the phone book, it wasn't in there *frown* We still went to the mall but it wasn't the same. I did get some cool sandals that bite marks in them(how will explain that to people esp. my parents not sure, told you tony likes sandals LOL)for only 3 dollars b/c it was an extra 80 percent off at the register!! :) Tony saw tons of eye candy, you know girls & I mean tons of them!! It was ridiculous how many there were there!! Of course the only reason that I hated it is b/c he sees tons of girls all the time but I don't see much of any cops at all(that's so unfair)!!!!I made all hello kitties above but I'll never make the rainbow one for anyone, you request any other one but that one!!! I had a terrible time trying to make that one, it took forever to get it look right & I still don't like how some of it looks. Oh well, next time I'll make it better! I found more templates of halloween stuff so you'll see my stuff from that soon!! :) OH speaking of hello kitty, don't know if I put it up here or not, but I thought that I had lost my hello kitty necklace that my mom gave me as a gift from avon..but I found it when I was putting my summer clothes away yesterday & today! I'm so happy, I'll have to tell that to my mom when they get back.
My parents finally called from maine today! They forgot yesterday but I was kind of worried but not really worried just wondering why they didn't call b/c if it was me in their place, I never would've heard the end of it if I didn't call when I got to some place. I talked to my dad for a few minutes about going over to pick up the newspapers as well as drop off some stuff that he can go through. What's cool is that I don't have to clean tomorrow!! B/c he didn't get things done(not that I'm happy that he didn't get things done but just that I can just drop the stuff off & leave don't have to stick around. I just don't feel like cleaning today or tomorrow I know that I'll be more tired from today). I sent my sis an email asking if she'd heard from either grammy or mom/dad but I NEVER said that I was worried about them, I was just concerned that they hadn't called. She was like, "well they're probably having so much fun together(she can be so gross at times)." But when I talked to my dad, he sounded sad & depressed :( he's normally happy when he goes to maine w/me. I think he misses his daughter & me not being for the first time in years hurt alot.
My dad's realizing that his little girl's grown up & I'm sure that hurts him even more. *tearing up* And I know how he feels b/c I'vealways gone to maine since as far I can remember!!! It feels so weird not to do something that you've done every year of your life that you can remember! My parents have never not had a kid w/them when they went to maine b/c for 31 years they've had one of us w/them. I know when I moved out, it hurt my dad so much b/c we're so close but you've got to grow up sometime. I understand that but I think this was just too much sadness for my dad in one year(man, it's going to be a year since I've moved out! I can't believe that, at the begining of january it will be). Not officially b/c I didn't change my address til just a little while ago & we were "trying out" the moving in. Since I've never leaved anywhere but home!! I was just as scared as my dad was to live w/out me there. I was worried that it wouldn't work out w/tony & I, that we'd end up breaking up over something stupid. I do worry about that from time to time but it's not like my every thought anymore like it was before.
I know that me taking about not going to maine this year, sounds stupid to cry over get upset over but I think that I'm getting more upset b/c it's my period this week & emotions always seem stronger during this time. I got a letter from aunt katherine(ok she's not really my aunt katherine but wehn i was growing up, it wasn't polite to call an adult by their first name so my parents had us call them aunt & uncle)& I was thinking of all the stuff I remember from being younger, all the memories came flooding back to me. All the times that we went up to maine & spending it w/her & her former husband uncle richard that we spent together. Her husband died a few years back & we couldn't go to his funeral b/c my dad coudln't get the time off work but not only that I couldn't have gone b/c I had an exam on that day. I didn't want to get upset over it so I just put it to the side b/c I needed to focus on studying & passing this test. Well I don't think that I ever mourned his death or my aunt gogos b/c hers I couldn't go to b/c I had another test I think, I don't remember! So when I was thinking about when I was younger, remembered all the time I spent w/my uncle at their former farm. How he talked & how my dad used to start talking like he was from maine when we got back home b/c he used to talk to him while my mom, sis & I talked to aunt katherine about things going in our life.
I kept thinking of places that my aunt gogo(that became her nickname b/c when my mom & aunt--my mother's sister--where younger they couldn't say gloria, which is also my mom's name)used to take us. How she'd show us around maine after she moved up there w/her friend aunt eva(please don't be rude & say mean things about her b/c I consider her my aunt eva if she never was). My aunt gogo was my real great aunt, my grandmother's sister. My aunts loved to see us every year coming up there & they used to take us around to all those places that my parents go to every year. I guess going to maine every year, was like something special that we did w/my aunt & not going there I guess it's like she's now gone to me. B/c it was like we were reliving her life every time we went to all the places that she used to take us to every year & not going there, it's like she's finally gone to me. I know that might not make any sense to anyone else but it does to me. Plus my aunt katherine's getting up there in years, she's already loosing her eyesight(she tells me in letters)so I'm afraid by the time that Tony & I will be able to go up, she'll be gone. I know that I sound ridiculous but I'll miss her so much b/c we did used to see her every day of our vacation when we were younger. Now we only see her once a year, it's not enough time!
Tony went through his clothes that he doesn't wear anymore or that he can't fit. My dad lost like 30 or 40 lbs & he can most likely fit it so he can go through them when he gets back. We're also going to bring my dad some hangers since I don't need all of them, but I did tell him some of this but I'm going write up a note and leave it on the bar for them when they get back. That way he'll know about all the stuff that I couldn't tell him b/c he was calling using his cellular phone(the one that I helped him register w/)& man, does that suck in maine! I could barely make out my dad!!!
Things that I did today:
-wash darks
-put sweaters in dryer
-get makeup & hair coloring @ Brooks
-take shower
-update website
-email malinda about parents
-put most of summer clothes away
-clean kitty's poopies off tail & butt
-get mail
-eat supper
-put dishes away
-file nails
-paint nails(clear coloring)
-move winter clothes into main closet
-enter daily contests
Things still need to be done:
-princess bath
-write up a note for dad
-update journal(working on that one now)
-bring stuff to parents house
-bring in newspapers inside parents house
-sew hole in jacket
-do dishes
Well I've got nothing more to say other than the reason why I've got to give princess a bath is b/c she got out the other day. Tony came home for his supper break(I was at my parents helping out them w/stuff around their house)& accidently let her out. B/c when I left, I pushed her out of the way so she couldn't get out. Plus my dad was there & would've stopped her!! It was dark when he came home so that might be why she got by & princess is a dark cat so you wouldn't able to see her very easily at all!! He called me when he came home around 7pm saying that he couldn't find princess anywhere & then finally he went outside. She started calling to her but she didn't come & then he put his chain on the ground(she loves to play w/it), she came out from under the porch(where she likes to go when she breaks free from us, ok she's only done that w/me once before but still)happy to see him. He took her in so now I've got to give her a bath but also from the poopies on her butt/tail(under part of her tail of course). Ok laters all!!!HUGS
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